Through my philosophies of insanity I have discovered that excelling at not giving a shit is a good way to proceed in a forwardly direction. Over working and over stressing can cause illnesses and ulcers when proceeding with a mind set of not caring, it is possible to not let most things in general become a bother. I have found that too much ambition leads to expectation with leads to disappointment, A=B=C. So with a limited amount of ambition, to get you through the day, and an abundant amount of general apathy wins the race...or something like that.
I have been getting tired of driving from point A to B when point B is only a few miles away, and not being much for a long ass walk I decided to invest in a bike. I bought it yesterday from the Good Will in Briagate and with it's lack of air in the tires and the bike shoppes being closed on Sundays, I had to wait until today before I could give her a proper test drive.
My test drive lead me downtown around eight in the evening and I was welcomed by the beauty that I forgot that it had. The low four and five story buildings with the occasional office tower poking out of the sky line gave a certain allure that added to the Christmas lights that have been up since last year and the quaint street lights.
I felt something new when I was riding through the crowded streets tonight, the paths that I have taken countless of times seemed new and exciting, as if around every corner held a surprise. The city seemed new and the cold tint in the air had a magic feel to it. So the point of this is that the test ride for my new bike, which is probably older then me, went pretty well and I can say that I am satisfied with my new investment.
So I can say, with little enthusiasm, that this distorted blur that has some how become my life will soon dissipate and be replaced by a lack of interest.
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that's great you rediscovered the city with a new view and enjoyment for it! And yes, I agree...the best way to go through life is to just try not to be there as it happens.
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